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25 July, 2010
Ernie for shoe president!!
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Hjälp mig att vinna, rösta på mina skor här!
Hjälp mig att vinna, rösta på mina skor här!
10 July, 2010
Because you're mine, I walk the line...
I try to. But I do get misunderstood more times than I would like. I hate being misunderstood. As does anyone I would presume. But being misunderstood because of love and how you feel about love and/or someone kills.
Anyone who knows me knows how I feel about love. It's everything- it's oxygen. But when the one you love more than anything thinks that you want them to be miserable without you...that's not right. I believe in love, true love, everlasting love... love that surpasses the ages ( like Dracula or our Twilight friends - yes yes I know). All I can take reference from is myself and my emotions. I would break inside and out, if the one I loved left me or didn't want to be with me. I don't want the person I'm with to be just fine and dandy without me- but when I say without me.. I mean in the total sense. If we no longer were together as a couple- that's when I guess I would expect that person to yes.. be miserable. But not just being apart. I do however feel like a big part of me is missing when I am apart from the one I love and wish that he was with me. But I deal with it and I cope ( not so well sometimes but I do) and I believe that I confuse this with something else.
I think that when I hear that my other half is fine without me... I imagine them not missing me or wishing that they were with me... that they would be fine without me- period. And when I think of it in that way... it hurts so bad. And I think that that is where the confusion and misunderstanding arises. I want the person Im with to function and be fine without me to feel good and have good great times... but to miss me terribly- yes. To wish they could be with me - yes. To be fine and dandy if they no longer were with me AT ALL(in the no longer a couple sense)-NO.
Does this make any sense to anyone?
On a happier note - I wanna get tattooed again :) what to do what to do? :)
I have ideas and here is a sample of some ideas:
Anyone who knows me knows how I feel about love. It's everything- it's oxygen. But when the one you love more than anything thinks that you want them to be miserable without you...that's not right. I believe in love, true love, everlasting love... love that surpasses the ages ( like Dracula or our Twilight friends - yes yes I know). All I can take reference from is myself and my emotions. I would break inside and out, if the one I loved left me or didn't want to be with me. I don't want the person I'm with to be just fine and dandy without me- but when I say without me.. I mean in the total sense. If we no longer were together as a couple- that's when I guess I would expect that person to yes.. be miserable. But not just being apart. I do however feel like a big part of me is missing when I am apart from the one I love and wish that he was with me. But I deal with it and I cope ( not so well sometimes but I do) and I believe that I confuse this with something else.
I think that when I hear that my other half is fine without me... I imagine them not missing me or wishing that they were with me... that they would be fine without me- period. And when I think of it in that way... it hurts so bad. And I think that that is where the confusion and misunderstanding arises. I want the person Im with to function and be fine without me to feel good and have good great times... but to miss me terribly- yes. To wish they could be with me - yes. To be fine and dandy if they no longer were with me AT ALL(in the no longer a couple sense)-NO.
Does this make any sense to anyone?
On a happier note - I wanna get tattooed again :) what to do what to do? :)
I have ideas and here is a sample of some ideas:
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