29 April, 2010

Sorry...

..might be one of the most overused words we have. Except for: and, the, it... basically. (Not basically, that was just the end of that sentence, oki then.) Why is it so overused? Do we mess up so frequently that we need say it? Or do we no longer take any care or put any weight in the word itself and its meaning? I'm not sure, either way. When I however say the word I at least try to think that I'm saying this sorry once for this situation and I do my best to never let it happen again. This is not me being holier than thow, just saying how I TRY to live my life. I do not always succeed.

But I have however proven time and time again that I mess up doing the same or similar things over and over again. Maybe my own personal measurement would have to be that I at least do it less. That sucks though. Although I feel like, I'm not perfect and I don't want to be perfect I just want to be the best me that I can be. And people who really care about me and know me, know that I don't EVER do anything to intentionally hurt anyone. My messups usually have to do with my own shortcomings in self esteem.

Sorry seems to be the hardest word. It is hard sometimes.. but when I feel as if I have done something to mess up - I will gladly deliver that sorry. And I don't ever say it without meaning it from the bottom of my heart.


I guess I hope that counts for something.

23 April, 2010

The Profoundness.

Okay so like I said in my previous blog entry I had something really good cooking so here goes:
So what I was thinking was as follows, if you think about the message that books such as "the secret" and mindfullnes and so on and so forth have, I have come to a conclusion - the police feed more crime to happen. Why do most people become police officers? "To serve and protect and fight crime"...FIGHT CRIME. Thus CRIME is needed for policemen to have work. For a policeman to be happy at work I have a feeling they want something to do that isn't sitting behind a desk filling out paper work and eating cornflakes. (I've grown tired of the donut bit so Im going for cornflakes) No they want to catch the bad guys that do bad things... no police - no bad guys?... we can take this a step further and go... no doctors - no sick people. and so on... I realize that this is extreme and Im not saying " to hell all you cops and docs!!! we need you's no mo!!"... absolutely not. But think about it. You need disease for doctor's to have anything to do, for work. You need crime and pain and suffering for police to be needed to have anything to do...

think about it.
Good evening.

17 April, 2010

profound...

A very profound entry will be here shortly... I just have to gather some strength. But it will be about, police, the secret and projections... exciting ay? stick around and we'll be right back.

Classic....

Well long time no see :) Thought I'd return to the blogg world in a laidback type of way... by linking a classic song and it's video :)

enjoy!
 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ldyx3KHOFXw