Of this I am not necessarily so sure. This time of year usually tends to bring a certain type of woe to me at least. It's a time of missing my loved ones at a heightened level. I miss my father exceptionally much during x-mas. Which I find rather interesting as I don't miss him that much otherwise. Of course I always miss him but it is such a contrast missing him regularly or during x-mas. Having PMS doesn't help much either I'm guessing. Another interesting detail though is that... although I miss them all so much (the loved ones) I also DO feel their presence much stronger during this time also. Which makes me ponder upon, ooh fancy, is it the fact that I miss them much more that they come to me... or is it because of the meaning of x-mas? And say what you will about x-mas being a religious occasion - but for me and for my family it is a time of really being together and showing each other love and focusing on the wonderful things in life. Kind of letting the rest of the world float away... and being with the ones you love and completely focusing on each other. Not the biggest gift or what have you.
Anywho... 'tis the season to be jolly...so I'm gonna read about Jenna Jameson and see how good my life really is.
good evening.
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