...when you feel that you have no where to go but - down. Well that's being a bit dramatic but nowhere to go but - backwards. I didn't get the job I wanted so badly and I will most likely have to move back with my mother. I realize that I am seeing the glass as half empty... but the thing is that this is true. If nothing great comes up then I don't have much of a choice.
I am just utterly frustrated. I wish that things were different... that things were the way I wanted them...
wow that sounds really lame...
I guess I'm just one of those people that needs to feel the bad and then I can go on and focus on the positive. I want so much to be where my boyfriend is but that just seems... so far away and I don't quite know how to turn that into a positive :(
I should sleep.
evening.
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I'm thinking this is gonna be a blog that is mostly for myself. And anyone else who can get anything out of reading it good or bad... then it is for you also. Enjoy, don't enjoy - it's all the same to me my darlings.
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