When is it too much and when is it not enough? When do you feel too much and when do you feel too little? How do you know what you're feeling at times... truly?... Over-analyzing would be the key word in this entry.
It's just I feel cold. off. shut down. Emotionally. I do not enjoy this feeling. It feels like it has to do with self protection, preservation. I am used to feeling so much all the time and when I kind of shut down like this... it scares me. It is something to which I am not accustomed.
I worry way too much.
goodnight.
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Hey Sis,
ReplyDeleteI wrote here once before and it didn't stick so I'll see if it works now...
What I wanted to say if I remember it right is that it all comes from our past and I recognize my self in pretty much everything you write. As soon as I can get my thumb out of my *ss I'll send you some info that might put some light on this. Simply: we are on overdrive and sooner or later we need to rest and we enter shut down mode until to recover from overdrive and when we recover we do it again 'till we learn the lesson. Makes sense? This is not what I wrote you the first time but now I'm in another place. I learn more each time and believe it can only get better! Like i said I'll send you some info as soon as... you know. Love you!
cannot wait for the info :) give it to me.
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